Only one more paper to go!!!!!! can't wait!!!!!! :))

Went Teo Heng ktv with gp and sx just now, totally felt like after exams le lor, HAHA! Had FUNNNN but super tired now.. And my throat feels so dry and parched :X I like impromptu events, muahaha! :)

For those who knows him, fluffy is at my house now!! Haha :)) He will be staying till thursday i think. Superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cute, LOVE LOVE! hahaha!



just one last dance, before we say goodbye...

本小姐看开了！！！看得很开很开了！！！ha. ha. ha.

也是因为，没有选择了啦。。。

有时候，或许真的是自己给的压力最可怕。

I'm here to blog!! Although I have an exam in *gasp* 16 hours time. Don't know why, but I found it so hard to concentrate while I was studying just now. Probably I have maxed out my attention span with all the intensive studying done these few days. Haha, just had the urge to turn on the com and just put aside my books. Though honestly, I HAVE NOT FINISHED STUDYING!!! arghhhh. The things that I've read just seem to keep slipping out of my brain, how to keep them inside!!! Tired ah, but no choice, still must continue to fight on. Si Hui is not a quitter ok! :))

Oh well, I'm counting on life to get better after tmr, hahaha. Can't wait to get rid of PL3238!!!Hopefully in the best way that I can. :)

Looking forward to 3rd dec!!!! whooooooooo~~~

study mode!

Handed in my last assignment of the semester on wednesday, WHOOHOO~~ But it is still a veryyyyy late deadline,eating into the reading week! sigh :( Spent alooot of time on it, but somehow i feel that it's not enough. I dunno, it's so scary to think about it.... But oh wells, it's done and handed in, nothing else I can do. :)

Bulk of the past week was like spent on the lab report, didnt really do much studying. I tried to study, but the assignment kept weighing on my mind. And now that I'm done with it, just feel like resting. Haha. Facebook was my companion for the past few days, kept playing the games there when I felt bored or when I needed a rest. I played nearly all the games that I had on the list, HAHA. Oh but the greatest thing was that I managed to talk to my cousin in Australia on fb, like yay! haha. I don't ever see her online, and we soooo seldom talk. Nvm she'll be back soon for the hols! :)

My exams are going to start next tues on the 24th nov, and I'm still struggling with the module. It's horribly boring, and I can't seem to understand it!! ARGH!!!! And the readings are freaking cheeeem, I wonder how am I going to make myself understand all of them and MEMORISE what they are talking about in erm, less than a week. And not to forget the other 3 mods that I have. shit.

Have said this countless times to ppl, especially during the exams, but anws, JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU

hahhaa hope you felt my sincerity :P

Byeee people! oh and let me intro one more niceeeeee song i heard recently! For those who are BOF fans, MUST watch the mv of the song k!!! :D
The song is 心墙 by 郭静, it's really quite nice! I love the lyrics, I think it was written by 郭静 herself. Am too lazy to change my blogsong, so those who are interested can just go youtube to listen. It's happy and a little inspiring, not emo anymore! haha.

你的心有一道墙
但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳
:)

emo momo

Yesterday was the last day of lessons for my Year 3 semester 1, travelled to and fro for 2 hours for a 1 and a half hour lecture. Haha. But no regrets la, I always enjoy ssa1201 lectures! I highly recommend friends to take this ss mod, erm if it is under the same lecturer; not sure about the other lecturers. :) He really made the lecturers interesting, and tries so hard to keep the humour going. The stuff that are taught are relevant to Spore, so it's really not that hard to understand. Just that probably everyone will score just as well, and it's back to square one agn. But well, at least the process of learning was fun. :)

I practically emo-ed all the time i was travelling yesterday, probably also cos it was raining and the day felt a little gloomy... But it's quite a shiok feeling, to plug in my ipod and just let my thoughts run.. haha :) There's like so many things to think about now, so many things that are still unknown. Honestly, I don't yet have any idea what to do after graduation, no idea what is the next step to take. AND, *shock*, it's only one semester away, half a year more to go. All the years of studying(and not studying) have brought me to where I am now, and I don't know what to do after that. All along, the path to take has always been clear. Primary, secondary, jc, uni. But, WHAT NEXT?? What should I do, what can I do, to find some enlightenment? But oh well, the best and only thing i can do at this moment is to mug mug mug, and do my best for the finals. jiayou ba!

Haha and emo-ing cannot miss out the *super hot* topic, that I've been sharing ALOT abt to my girlfriends, and apparently it is also the hottest topic amongst girls. hahaha! I didn't really think too much about these in the past, but ever since uni we definitely talked about this soooo much more! I guess all of us single ladies hope to find THE ONE, but it just doesn't seem so easy... It's really quite funny that we've been talking about this since year 1, but yet we are still here afterall. HMM. Sometimes I wonder if a have the ability to "lock" my heart, to the point that I can not like someone just by telling myself not to like. Haha. It probably sounds abit weird, but I've been thinking about it. Probably that I'm too rational about matters of the heart, and I'm too afraid of getting hurt. If I sense that the person has no interest, I can choose to shut off and not let myself get too deep. It's not about whether I want to or not, it's like a protection I have naturally. But as I was telling yy, it feels empty to not have anyone in your heart. Even if you loved and got hurt, it's a feeling; albeit not a comfortable one.

So maybe it's time to just open up my heart and..I dunno. Feel the feelings?? Hahaha. Aiya it's not as if I have a cold heart ok. I have a warmmmmmm heart! (LoL), just no one to share it with. yet. Have seen quite a few friends getting hurt, and it's really not a bed of roses. But oh well, if I don't even grow the roses, how can I lie on them? HAHAHA not trying to sound poetical or wad. Erm but, I still have the choice to choose la uh. Not planning to pounce on the next guy I meet. hahaha!

Wonder if I'm getting a little mushy here, but it's really quite enjoyable to share my thoughts here. Thinking through what to write and how to phrase is quite a enlightening process, and sometimes even I myself is surprised at what I share here. Things that I did not intend to write at first. Hmm writing can be quite a therapeutic process uh. :) Ok time to get back to (urgh) studies. Byee people! :))

Heard this on the teevee just now as I was halfway through this post. Not bad and quite emo.. :)

我愛誰 跨不過
從來也不覺得錯
自以為 抓著痛
就能往回憶裡躲
偏執相信著 受詛咒的水晶球
阻擋可能心動的理由

而你卻 靠近了 逼我們視線交錯
原地不動 或向前走 突然在意這分鐘
眼前荒沙瀰漫了等候
耳邊傳來孱弱的呼救
追趕要我愛的不保留

我身騎白馬 走三關
我改換素衣 過中原
放下西涼沒人管
我一心只想王寶釧

滿身傷痕累累 也來不及痛
那是指引我 走向你 的清楚感受
不管危不危險 都要放下一切 跟你走
只要 一起承擔
只要 你不放手

我身騎白馬 走三關
我改換素衣 過中原
放下西涼沒人管
我一心只想王寶釧

嘿～我改換素衣 過中原
放下西涼沒人管
我一心只想
王~寶~釧~

Am going to the dog farm with my family now to choose a dog.. WHOOHOO!!! :) Hahahah! Hope we manage to get one!! :DDDDD

I have alot of stuff that I want to update! But I don't know where to start from, hahaha! Am too lazy to upload pictures, so this shall be a photo-less entry!

Well, the first thing that I want to share about is my birthday party!! :) Had alot of fun, felt alot of love! :))) I rmb being told that holding one will be a memorable memory, and indeed! It will be a day that I will remember fondly of! The day started just like any other day, and I even had to give tuition at 930 in the morning! haha! My parents picked me up after that, and we went to have lunch followed by doing my hair. It's the first time in my entire life getting my hair done up so nicely, and I was honestly rather nervous!!!! Hahaha! I kept telling the hairstylist that I wanted sth simple, cos I was really afraid that I'll look weird with some new hairdo. When the hairstylist started to curl my hair, I remember going "oh shit". haha cos I felt that it made me look really mature, and I didn't want to look "auntyish"!!! The end result turned out quite alright though, and he started to do my fringe. He wanted to pin up my fringe in kj's old trademark "currypuff" style, but it made me look really really mature-ish! HAHA and my mum emphasised a few times to the hairstylist, I'm attending a birthday party, not getting MARRIED!!!Lol. I finally told the hairstylist that I wanted my fringe down, and I guess it was a right move. At least I didn't look that mature, and more like my age. And I don't look like a bride or wad. Hahaha! :P

Went to my grandma's place to set up and decorate the place, and I'm soo thankful to my family who helped me to decorate! The balloons kept bursting, guess they got quite a few shocks! Oh and many thanks to kj and cp who came down earlier to help me. Especially kj who was the first to come, and even lent me her speakers! Thanks girl! :)They decorated the guest book table so nicely!! :) The food was delivered on time, and there wasn't any problems there! Phew! One little hiccup for the night was that the food and drinks were not enough. :( SORRY!! Was expecting to be enough for everyone, but I think those who came later did not have alot to eat. And the drinks, although we had previously prepared 6 1.5 litres of root beer, it was still not enough! My mum had to go out to buy even more drinks back. But anw, it was still a great night I must say. Was really touched to see so many ppl turn up, especially the 3 smyc musketeers! haha. Really appreciate them for coming down even though we haven't met for quite some time, and even though 2 of them had a levels round the corner. :)

When everyone was singing happy birthday song for me, this feeling of happiness and 感动 crept over me. It felt really really good to have my family and friends there with me!!! :) I was really sweetly surprised by all the presents I received, didn't expect to receive soooo many! When I went back that night, the presents took up nearly the whole of the backseat of the car, leaving me with a teeny space to sit. That was how exaggerating it was! But it felt really shuang though, hahah :P Really love ALL my presents, it's the thought that counts!! Just hope that everyone was okay with the money spent, not too expensive or what. Hope it didn't burn a hole in their pockets!!

Thank you everyone who came that made it such a wonderful night for me! And the presents and cards! I super love to read messages that people write to me, I always find such notes and messages so precious. :) Thanks to Chui and gang for their HUGE bday "card"! Haha! It's sitting beside my bed now :) It was also great to receive wishes through sms and facebook, so nice of them to take the effort to wish me. There were a few others whom I did want to invite, but I wanted to keep the party small and simple. sorry! Writing up the guest list was not as easy as I thought!

Oh yeah anw the caterer that I ordered from that night was Four Seasons Catering, and I remember reading from somewhere that there's no affiliation with Four Seasons hotel. (pls correct me if I'm wrong!) But anw, received quite alot of compliments about the food, and everyone that I asked said that it was nice! The price was reasonable too, so I must say that it was a good choice! :) Anyone looking for caterers can consider them!

Went for SAA ceremony just now, it's going to be my first and only receiving an award in NUS! Haha! thanks to nusco for giving me the chance to experience this, hehe! :) Borrowed a black dress and a formal black jacket from wl, but didn't wear the jacket though. It wasn't thatttt formal I thought. I like her black dress! Simple yet elegant enough. I should get such a classic piece sometime soon, it's always useful to have a LBD in your wardrobe! There was this moment when I was listening to the "NUS Song", that I suddenly felt this sense of belonging to NUS. It has never really felt like a school that I belong to, but somehow at that touching moment, I felt this sense of belonging, and proud to be a student of NUS. :) It's moments like this that we need!

okk shall end this wordy post here! suddenly feel so hungry, haha! nighto!~~

before turning 21...

I want to quickly blog before I turn 21!! HAHA! In 15 mins time... One of the "landmarks" of one's life.. :) Actually I think it really depends. I guess to many people, it's just another day, the beginning of another new day. If not for the celebration that I'm going to have, I think I'll feel the same way too. Afterall, it's not as if I'm going to sprout out a pair of wings or change in any way right, haha!

20 has been quite a memorable year for me I guess, though just like any other years, with it's ups and downs. Had quite a few great experiences this year, events like going to Poland with NUSCO, finding my own volunteer work, going for a course alone, and definitely other things that I can't really recall at the moment, hehe. Think I've matured a little over this year, learnt a little more about life this year, experienced a little more about how LIFE should be about. :)

Hope that my 21st will be one filled with joy and laughter, and also so for family and friends around me!! :) I think being happy is really very important in life. Just simply being happy can help you to overcome many obstacles and roughness that you meet with. So always keep on smiling ok!! :)

Shan't write more, I want to post this before it strikes 12!! HAHAHA :P Looking forward to tmr, with a mixture nervousness, apprehensiveness, happiness, whatever-ness! hahah!


BYE 20, HELLO 21!
(:

to my dear fren...

My dear fren, this is for you :)

I know that you are feeling very down now, and I understand that it's not exactly an easy period for you. I really hope to cheer you up, but since I have totally no experience in this, have no idea what to say to make you feel better... Just want to let you know that you always have a fren here, call or text me anytime you need a listening ear(or finger) okay? :) 至少你曾经拥有过, treasure the memories that you have tgt with him yeah? :)

Hope that you will be able to find someone better, and whom you love just as much too! I'm sure you will be able to :) I bet so many guys are waiting by the side already, haha... No matter what, hope that you will find your next tree soon!

Keep on smiling okay? :)


“脚冷，心就不会凉”

Just a quick entry before i sleep.. Finished my role-playing as a client for the counselling course that I am taking, which marks the end of role-playing for me, and also kinda marks the end of the course. Only left with 2 more weeks, and lucky for me, I just have to watch the rest of the class "perform". :) Being the client wasn't really easy too, and thx to yy for her "supply" of the problem. Hope that things will work out fine for ur project!!

Was quite emotional as I was walking back from the course, as I thought back about the lessons that I've had there, and the people that I've met. Though I'm not close to any of them, and we probably won't even keep in contact, I must say that all of them are reall nice people. It felt like having lessons with a whole bunch of nice and friendly adults! I mean, people who are learning to help others can't be any bad right? Haha :) I really love the atmosphere of the lessons, always so relaxed yet interesting and funny at times. The things that some of them shared are probably not even things that they would share with their friends, and it's great that we trust one another enough to share. And of course there's the promise to secrecy, so I will def not pass on what they said to others. All of those that I managed to talk to were sooo nice, I didn't feel so bad taking the course alone. I'm glad that I managed to take a step out of my comfort zone to actually attend a course by myself! :) It has been a great learning process, and I def do not regret taking it. It's useful, just too basic to qualify as a counsellor. Taking this course has opened my mind to taking up counselling in future, am considering it now. :)

I received quite a few sweet and heart-warming replies to my invitations, and I feel really really happy!!! I am really glad to those who were nice enough to reply me, whether they can make it or not. Those that didn't reply, I have no idea whether they are unwilling to reply, or did they genuinely forget, but it just makes me treasure even more those who replied. Haha not trying to be mushy here :P Many many thanks to all those who have offered to help me, very sweet of you all, I really appreciate all the thoughts! :)

off to bed, gdnight earthlings!! :)

hope that things are gonna work out fine! :)

updated yayy!

Haven't fluttered here for a loooong time already... Lost the momentum and interest to blog i guess, haha. I always have random thoughts that pop up in my mind, and i'll tell myself "ok i'm gonna blog that down", but it just seems to flutter away after a while.. hahaha.

E-learning week felt like a mini holiday to me! I feel quite guilty about slacking, but it's shiok la! hahah! My uni frens will prob kill me if I tell them that, cos it seems like everyone else is so busy with work. hmmm. I keep double-checking and reconfirming that I have no term papers or presentations due soon, cos it really feels damn weird to have nothing much to do in the middle of the sem. Isn't this supposed to be the busiest part of the sem?! oh well, I just hope I won't realise that I missed the deadline of some assignment; nightmare! :x

Am recently planning for the BIG DAY that's coming soon, stress eh! haha. My family keep asking me what have I planned, how many ppl will I be inviting, blah. Actually, I haven't done anything much! Still in the midst of sending invites, and this process is already qte nerve-wrecking! I was wondering, what if everyone suddenly can't make it, and no one comes??? hahaha! scary thought ehhh!!!! (But I'm sure my frens won't do that to me right!!!!! hahahha :P)

Did my role-play for the counselling course that I'm attending, and it turned out better than I expected! :) It was super scary at first, to think of "presenting" in front of the class(ok just half of the class), having to play the role of a counsellor, with totally no idea what to expect. Lucky my "client" was a really nice one, and the case presented was not that tough. Hoho :) I was quite amazed, cos halfway through the role-play I felt myself so absorbed and concentrated on the "client" that I could forget that I was actually presenting. It was also good to watch and learn from the other students in class! Must say it was quite a good experience. Our teacher was really nice, she kept emphasising that it's not so much about right or wrong, or getting stuck, we are just all there to learn from each other. She was rather encouraging too, and the other classmates are quite nice! Next week I gotta be the "client", argh! Have to come up with a "case". The next 2 weeks after that will be slack!hehehe. Can sit back and watch the rest. phew!

Alrighty! Me shall leave this space for now. byeee!

Girl don't follow the crowd, you might get lost in it.......

suddenly felt like blogging, so here I am! haha :) TGIF; it's the end of the hectic week! :D Next week gonna be recess week, which means no lessons!! Whee! Oh well, but I still gotta go back to school for projects, so it's not exactly a no-school week la, haha. Have 2 mid-terms after the break, so gotta mug mug mug!! Just had ssa1201 test today, it was ok I guess. Just felt rather angry at myself for wasting so much time in front writing crap, and I was rushing like mad towards the end. grrr. Hope I'll get a decent grade...

There will be people coming to my house tomorrow to do parquet flooring! Whoo~~ My mum have been talking for very long about parquet flooring, cos they are so much more warm and comfy to step on! The pre-work is really quite tedious though! We gotta clear out all the shelves so that it will be easy for the workers tmr to shift the furniture ard. My house looks super cluttered now! haha. I guess it's gg to be a noisy, dusty and busy day tmr, hope they will finish quickly! Don't think I will go down for CO, and I feel quite guilty actually. Haven't been going dazu for 2 weeks cos of my tuition, and I have no idea wad the orchestra is playing now. Will definitely try to go next wk! :)

Okk it's time for bed!! Nites all~~

am up to my neck in work!!!!! This week is a crazyyyy and hectic week, I wonder if I'll have time to breathe. :( Just thought I should post a little update here, just to show that I'm still umm...alive and well and kicking! haha.. I can't wait for this week to be over! Will be able to relax a little bit more next week, which happens to be RECESS WEEK!!! whooooo! :D This sem my recess week is finally not too hectic, (at least I don't think it is yet), and I can concentrate more on revisions for mid-terms. yayy :)

ok shall zoom off to do the list of things waiting for me!!~~

tues:
lessons from 10-4
basic trans test
basic trans grp meeting at 4
consultation at 4
lab grp meeting at 6

wed:
grp meeting at 2
lessons from 4-7

thurs:
lessons from 10-12
study for spore soc test (!!)
night counselling class

fri:
lesson from 10-12
spore soc test

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out with the girls!

Oh yayy FINALLY i can upload photos!! :) But I have a 10am lecture tmr(which i overslept last wk:(), so I shall just put up the photos of the outing out with the girls! :) Haha as requested by our little bunny...

Met up with them on 6th August, which has been quite sometime yeah :P YY and Chui met up first to shop, (and apparently spending a BOMB -.-), while SY and I met them at 7! I went after my voluntary work, on my second last day. Sigh. So ANW! We went to...

Haha luckily I took a photo of that, otherwise I have no idea which restaurant did we go to! We went ION @Orchard btw, my first time there! There were many shops, though quite a few were a little over-the-budget. Haha. Basement shops were better :) It was also my first time going to Gusttimo; it was Chui who recommended the place.

Hmm I dunno why but my camera resolution seems quite bad, the photos don't look clear. Upon my request, we each took individual photos with our food. Muahhaa. Quite nice la!! :)

Our bunny enjoying her drink, which was suuuuuper chocolaty and quite nice!! It was some chocolate gelato (?!) drink and it was like drinking chocolate ice-cream! Haha! (Oh my SY your hair looks so long here, like Rapunzel!! Haha! :P)

YY and her dinner! Which was some burger and fries. Sorry that the photo looks over-exposed, my camera's flash just sucks!

Hmm I have no idea why but SY looks as if she is planning to stab her food! Haha :P

Chui and me with our Bolognese! Hmmm actually I feel that the menu is rather limited, although the price is still okay. The food was rather good, although the serving was smallllll. Didn't feel fully satisfied after finishing my food.

My drink was some biscuit gelato, tried it cos I've never seen it before. Hmm it tasted just like biscuit, haha, a little like cookies and cream. It wasn't too yummy though, I preferred SY's drink!

SY and YY with their 3 scoops of gelato, which took agesssssssss to come. And apparently the restaurant gave them the wrong orders; they ended up eating some weird not-very-nice flavours that they did not order. Oh they ordered the dark chocolate gelato, and it was my first time eating bitter ice-cream!! It's really not sweet, just bitter. If you are a dark-chocolate lover(like me), you might like it! Though I felt it was a tad too bitter.

Chui and Rapunzel!! Hehe :P

Me and YY. Sorry for my sian look, haha! Was rather tired that night.

The group shot! :)

Anw, it felt great to just eat and chill with you girls! May our frenship continue on alwayssssss! Love!

Now it's time for me to hop off to bed, it's not good to miss 2 lectures in a row! Hahaha. More photos to be up soon!!

When you do not like a guy, no matter what he does, he is not your cup of tea.

When you fall for a guy, no matter what he does, you hope that you are his cup of tea.

So true eh? :)

Argh I can't upload photos!! And I think there's something wrong with blogger, the whole layout is weird :( Will post the photos when it's fine again then...

Should be, will be going for CO tmr. It's really idiotic and irritating how I can't make up my mind whether to quit or not. I feel kinda wimpy, how I can't even muster up the courage to say "no". Sometimes I will think through things and decide to quit, yet when I think about not playing my dizis anymore, not performing with CO anymore, not seeing the friends that I made in CO anymore,my resolve just seems to dissolve. Sigh. I never seem to have the strong character in me to refuse, since young. I have a strong feeling that I will just continue to stay on, just like how it was in year 1 and year 2. Haha. It all boils down to the choice between time and friendship(and fun); both being so important to me!! I dunno, I REALLY DUNNO!!! :( And I feel really really apologetic to all my CO friends who have been encouraging me to stay, yet I am still so undecided. Sometimes sitting on the fence is not easy, when you realise that the fence is really pricky. HAHA. tsk.

First week of school flew by really quickly, since tutorials have not started. How I wish school can be always so easy and carefree, how i wish.

Oh well I gotta go now...update again soon!!:)

New blogskin...(again)...

I think I'm done with my blogskin!! Haha it still looks abit weird I know, but I've already done what I've could. I guess we all have to live with some imperfections with life! Hoho :P

Have ended my stint at Metta Student Care centre, was helping out as a teacher to guide the children in their homework. It was a totally enjoyable 4 weeks, and I am really thankful that I have volunteered there. :)))) It's impossible to note down all the little details that happened, or the numerous sweet moments that I experienced. But no matter how minor, I will keep them close to my heart and in my memories. <3 I took aloooot of photos of the kids that I helped out with, although alot are kinda candid and not very well taken. Haha. It's not easy to get them to pose for pictures!! They either refuse to look into the camera, or make some funny silly faces. Hahaha! But THAT'S how children are, i guess. Muahaha! Will probably post some nicer ones here next time.

Was fighting back my tears a few times on my last day; it was so saddening to think that I will not be coming back anymore to teach them. This one month has seemed to fly past so quickly, I can't hold it back no matter how much i try. I was "savouring" my last bus ride to the centre, my last walk into the centre, my last time stepping into the classroom, my last time seeing the children sleep.... Haha. I know i sound so emotional, but all I can say is that this experience is really a precious one to me. :) The teachers there have been really nice to me, and although I don't agree with some of the things that they do or say sometimes (just sometimes only la :P), I still appreciate all the help and kindness they rendered to me. They were saying that I could drop by when I'm free, or even help out again in December. Hopefully I will have the chance to go back there again, to visit all the lovable children and nice teachers!! :)

There's this two Primary 5 kids that I'm especially worried about, cos I feel that their standards are wayyyy behind what they should be. They are also rather naughty, though not in the bad sense. They tend to be rather mischevious, but they will still listen when I reprimand them. I am so afraid that they will give up, and choose the "easy" way out by turning bad. What I've heard so far about them in school are not too good, but I can tell that their personalities and characters are very ok. I feel that they are in the crucial stage now, when they need alot of correct and proper guidance. The student care teachers are definitely able to keep them in check, but there are so many students in the centre, it's hard to give them all the attention that they need. Their foundations are also sooo weak, it's not what a little more guidance can help. It's a matter of weeks, maybe even months. On the last day, I kept telling them that they must do their work properly and seriously, must try their best always, not to fight in school, blahhh... haha, like a really naggy granny. They just kept saying "orh, orh, orh", but I know it takes more than just a few words to really have an effect on them. Sigh. Just hope that they will do their best and improve soon. :)

Haha I think if I'm to write about every student in the class I can spend hours here!! But through this I've realised how much I love to work with children, how much I want to help those in need. I hope that my career in future will involve working with children, shall work towards my goal!!! :)

It's late already, time for bed! Gdnite all!! Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SINGAPORE!!!!! :D


It came over me in a rush
When I realized that
I love you so much
That sometimes I cry,
but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

How I try to express
what's been troublin' my mind
But still I can't find the words
But I know that something's got a hold of me

Baby, some day
I'll find a way to say
just what you mean to me
But if that day never comes along
and you don't hear this song
I guess you'll never know that...

And when I say inside,
I mean deep
You fill my soul
with something I can't explain
It's over me

Blog under construction :))

3 days to go............................................

Three more days and I'm going to stop my voluntary work at the student care. Sighs! :( I'm sure going to miss the kids there!! They are suuuuper cute and innocent, like little angels :) I feel so happy with them, I feel so blessed to have the opportunity to be with them. They seemed to have brought back some of the childlike innocence in me; why think so much?

Oh man I hate partings...

back for a short post!

I think it's time for me to clear some of the cobwebs here! *blows* Haha! Have been back from Poland/Czech/Austria for like 3 weeks already!! Keep wanting to blog about the trip, but since I started volunteering have been feeling lazy. hehe :P Since it's 1253am now, I shall write about the trip another time. But I must say, it was a wonderful trip, an awesome experience!! :) Got to compete overseas, WIN A GRAND PRIX overseas, perform overseas, travel, and of course getting to know a great bunch of people!! This trip really changed my perceptions of some people, mostly in the good sense la!!!! :D:D:D If not for this trip, I wouldnt have had so many experiences and fun, wouldnt have yet opened my eyes to Europe, YEAH! :)

Having some module headaches now, still in the bidding process. More or less I've confirmed the mods that I am taking, and I hope that I will do WELL this sem!!!! jiayou!

I've been watching alot, really ALOT of SS501 vids on youtube! HAHA. I really can't wait for them to come to Singapore!So I can become a crazy fangirl!! hohoho. I LOVE their stage presence, and their dancing is totally WOW! :) And I keep telling whoever that is willing to listen that they are REALLY cute on shows, and interviews. Every vid of them makes me laugh at all their funny antics and comments. They look so natural on camera, it feels as if they are really as how they are seen on tv. I guess that's not always possible, but considering the tons and tons of shows that they are on, they are really quite consistently goofy and dorky. LOL. So THAT should at least be what they really are?? Haha! Okokokokokok! I noe I'm starting to sound long-winded :P Aiya but must watch to understand u know! hahaha.

A photo of SS501 that I personally like quite alot. It was taken quite long ago though, I think. They look more charasmatic now!!! HAHAHA!

NIGHTS to all reading this!! Sweet dreams~~~~~~~~ :)

Off to POLAND!!!!!

WHEEEEEE!! Hahaha! Honestly I'm not as excited as I thought I would be, although the excitement is building up..... :D It's about 6 more hours to departure, yayyyy! I will be going to Poland with NUSCO for a competition from 28th to 3rd July, and from 4th June onwards we'll be touring in Salzburg in Czech Republic and Vienna in Austria. Will be coming back on the 10th July!

Haha I wanted to do a proper post, but I keep remembering of things to do and pack, keep rushing off. Hoho shall keep this short! Really hope that we can win something back; representing Singapore, representing NUS. :) I'm sure all of us will do our best there, so..just hoping for the best!!! This is my first time going Europe, my first time going overseas for a competition, my first time travelling so loooong on a plane (with no inflight entertainment OMG) ....countless first times! Hehe :)

Will be back real soon! Take care everyone reading this!!! :)

Wheee! Finally an update! Haha.. Actually it's not that I don't have time, but there just doesn't seem anything worth talking about. Life has been super UNhappening!!!! Except for occasionally going out, going for CO pracs, watching SS501 vids on youtube(!!!!!!!!!), there's really nothing much going on. I've been trying to get tuition assignments since the beginning of this month, but till now there's NOTHING!!!! A R G H. The countless times I emailed and sms-ed. :( I was thisssssss close to getting an assignment yesterday; the kid stays in my neighbourhood, a different block from mine, just a few mins walk away. Everything was going fine, and the agent was about to give me the address of the kid, until I told her I'll be away from Singapore and I'll miss 2 weeks of lessons. Her tone immediately changed, and she just said "I'll call you back again". I KNEW, she wouldn't call back. Sigh. A wonderful opportunity wasted!!! I really wanted a tuition assignment near my house, so it'll be very convenient when I travel to teach. Oh well, I can evilly pray that no one will take the assignment, so that when I'm back from Poland I can start tuitioning the kid. HA riiiight.

I have been trying to find volunteer work to do too. Have given up the thought of searching for a job. It's soooo hard to find, and my schedule doesn't seem too good too. I never expected, it's not easy to find voluntary work too!!!! Gosh. I called 3 organizations; 1 follows normal school cirriculum, which means that the students are not in school during holidays too so they do not need volunteers. The 2nd organization I called, the children are usually brought out by corporates, and I guess these corporates have events lined up for them, so similarly, they do need need volunteers. The 3rd organization that I called sounded quite friendly, and the person-in-charge asked me to email her so she can liase with me. After days of waiting for her reply, I finally got it today! Haha! And yayness, I can go down during the month of July! Will be helping the P6 children everyday from 2-6, which means tutoring them I suppose. This is my first time finding voluntary work on my own, and going down on my own! *clap clap* HAHAHA it's nothing much but I still feel quite happy with myself hehehe :P I've always been interested to work with young kids, so when I was looking for volunteer work I checked out those that are helping this group. I guess this is a good form of exposure and experience, and I can do something to help children in need! Probably not very much, but I do hope I can achieve something by putting in my bit of effort! :)

The one sad thing is that I wouldn't have any holiday income, sigh. :( Instead I'm spending so much more..AHHHHH well.. But thinking on the bright side, at least i'm not going to continue to waste my holidays! haha. Always look on the bright side of life(hums the adidas or nike?? tune)..

ok I am off to watch SS501 vids on youtube! muahaha! They are really really cute and they sing very well!!!! Hahaha! Nites!

new blogskin!

I finally changed my blogskin!! I like it alot, cos it has a cheerful look to it. :) Was looking for something cheerful, so it can brighten up one's mood after looking even if it's just by a teeny weeny bit. hehe. BUT! It only plays my blog song if you click on the "others" page, which I don't like. I prefer the song to play once I get onto the page. I know some will just shut off the music, which I do sometimes too if the song is one that I don't fancy. But I love the effect of having the song that I like being played in the background while reading my blogposts, it feels so...personalised. Haha.. And I've ever fallen in love with a song which I heard on a random person's blog. Hmm so..I'll probably change this layout again, but not for the moment i guess. I realise it takes quite a bit of time to choose a design that I like, upload it into blogger, then change the details to my own. Have never been good at such IT stuffs, so it's really quite agonising doing all these nitty gritty details!

It's been sweltering hot these days!!! arghhh, make me feel so warm and sticky and uncomfortable. Drink more water, people! Haha :)

Have been listening to this Korean song called "Nobody" by a group called Wonder girls. Got hooked on it after watching Kim Hyun Joong(Ji Hoo sun-bae in BOF) dance it. Haha! I think the previous sentence probably wouldn't make a lot of sense to alot of you, but I know some would get what I'm saying right! haha :) do listen to this catchy and cute song! It's a big hit in Korea I think. Fast forward to 2 mins for the actual song, the front part of the mv is a little draggy...




I want to learn the dance!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Finally, an update!!

Ah! I think it's time to do a good update, hehe... Actually I had a post that was halfway done, but it's getting outdated everyday, cos I'm just too lazy to edit it! Haha!

Hmm life has been really really slack after exams, getting a little guilty! A liiitle la, haha... Still feel like "resting" a while more before I plan anything else. But anw, just finished watching "Boys Over Flowers", which is the Korean version of Meteor Garden. I'm totally absolutely hooked onto it, am a crazy fan of it now!! Haha! Or rather, a crazy fan of the F4 in the show. MY GOODNESS, they are super uber HOT and DASHING and CHARMING and CHARASMATIC and SWEET and ROMANTIC and CUTE and...hahaha don't mind me!! Need to share my craze, hehehe :) Honestly I don't find the show particularly nice, but it's just the cast that's attracting me to it. They all look so good, and the clothes they wear are soooo suave and good-fitting on them!! And the places that they film are all soooo nice and high-class!! Oh and I love their uniform!! If only Singapore's school uniforms are half as nice as theirs! But oh well, I guess we'll all melt in the heat if we gotta wear blazers and high-knee socks everyday >.<

Some photos that I googled, I hope it's ok to post them here?? Haha but anw, how can any girl resist them?!?!?! HEHE! I think they totally win hands down as compared to the F4 in the Japanese and Taiwan version. No fight here!! They make the whole drama shine :D Been searching for NG scenes, and whatever news that I can get of them, LOL! And I'm thinking of rewatching the drama one more time, wahaha!! Actually watching this has re-fired my interest in Korean, and I can try to learn as I watch the show, not too bad too? :P I think a good way to learn the language is also from their songs, which I've been replaying continuously for the past few days! haha! But there's a difference between formal and informal use in Korean, which is so confusing to me. Found a "teacher" to teach me, hahaha :P She's so patient with all my questions that I keep bugging her with, and she's really quite pro despite learning only for 2 sems! Thanks Karin!! :)

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Wanted to dedicate a part of my post to YY like how I did with KL, but it's been a week since she left, so sorry!! She should be able to have internet connection from where she's staying now, and we've met on msn a few times already. But oh well, it's the thought that counts right! Haha so YY!!! This is for you!! Hope you've settled down proper in Thailand, and hope that you're enjoying urself there!! So far it seems as if everything is going well yeah, may things go well for the next 1 month! :) It's quite weird not having you in Singapore!! Haha! Considering we've known each other since 2001, it's the 9th year already!! WOAH it's kinda scary when you count it..lol.. And we've always met up quite frequently, especially for CO pracs.. hehehe... looking forward to going Poland with you!! Take lotsa care, see you when u r back!!! Come back with plenty of beautiful memories and experiences!!! :)

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Let me post some photos with NYCO on our Sentosa gathering!! It feels ages ago though, wahaha.

The jump shots that we took! Only putting 2 here, loads more in FB! Haha too many to post already!

The girls!The guys!

NYCO 05/06 batch family photo! Haha..Glad to see so many turn up for dinner! Really miss the days in NYCO; life was fun and carefree! Everyone has grown up, but we can still crap and joke like last time, I'm glad the "feeling" is still there. Hehe :)

Uploading photos is quite a troublesome chore! argh. But I like to have photos in my post, it's like a timeline diary, I can look back and see what I did, where I went, with whom. When I read other people's blogs I like those that have photos too, doesn't feel so wordy and boring.

Went with yy, karin, enoch and yongxue to the zoo the day right after the Sentosa gathering. My gosh, my legs were aching from all the numerous jump shots, really have no idea how i managed to drag myself around the zoo!! haha!

Just some photos we took there.. Enoch was our photographer the whole day, haha! Oh but the photo above that doesn't have me, I was the photographer!! Hehehe. My first time carrying a DSLR ehh..so heavy!! And it's so expensive, scaryy..

Ahh finally manged to do up this post! woots! Shall go off to bed, been sleeping quite late for the past few days. Shall try to discipline myself to sleep no later than 130am everyday!! Haha...TRY la. Goodnights all, whichever part of the world u are at!! :)

nyco gathering whee!!

Actually I'm freaking shagged now..But since I turned on my com to check sth, thought I'll just do a short update about today!

Had a gathering with NYCO friends from my batch, went to Sentosa in the morning followed by dinner at Kim Gary HK restaurant at night. Must say, today's gathering was fun fun FUN! :) Haven't laughed so much, played so much, ran so much, jumped so much for a looong time!!! HAHA and that explains my aching muscles now, ouchhh. First time playing Ultimate Frisbee, and OMG it's totally ULTIMATE!!! The amount of running to and fro is crazyyyy!! I think I really need to exercise more, ran out of breath damn fast, haha!

The other more memorable "activity" was our jump shots! HAHA! Totally can't count how many times we jumped. I think we jumped for like half an hour?! It was so hard to get everyone to synchronise and jump tgt, but I totally liked the way we counted down from 10..9..8...1 and JUMP! You see! We even took into account the half beat! "1 and" jump! Haha i guess only those who have been in an aesthetic group or who knows music will understand what i'm saying? Hehe..we are so "orchestraish" :P Oh well but I must admit it's freaking tiring to jump and jump and jump and jump.....whew! Took tons of photos!! I'll try to share the nicer looking ones next time yeah! :) Thanks to Casper for organising this gathering, turnout was great! And I realised how unproportionate our balance of guys and girls! In total, we had 16 ppl, 5 girls and 11 guys. I rmb we had lesser girls last time, but I didn't realise that the numbers were soo imbalanced! And you would think that a chinese orchestra would have more girls?!(Hmm ok prob it's only me who would think this way) :)

Ok, I'm soo looking forward to lying on my comfy bed now, so shall update more another time! Going to the zoo tmr with nusco peeps!! Haha! dun ask me y it's at the zoo....I have no idea too...I don't know how am I going to wake up on time tmr...Oh but before that I'll be going to school for a briefing for Research Assistants. Like yayy I finally can get to be a RA!! It's nothing much but I guess it does mean a little in my Psychology path? :) And it's something to spice up my hols abit, which seems to be quite empty and unfulfilling at the moment... I really really hope to get the internships I applied for but....sighh i guess no news sometimes doesn't mean good news. It's ok! I still have the Poland trip to look forward to..so..YAYY! :D

Nights all!!

post-exam update

Time for a good update!! :) I realise I tend to get lazy when I have more time on hand instead, haha! SOOOO...Ended my exams on thursday, which is like FINALLY!!! Haven't taken 5 final exams for the past two sems, and at such a long stretch too! In the past my exams always seem to end quite early; shortens the torture!!! But oh well, I've survived through this round :) Performance wise...pray hard for the best is all I can say. HA!



Went to the library on thurs, wanted to borrow some books to "improve" my intellectual level. Heh heh. There was this guidebook for learning basic Korean Language, but it comes with a dvd, and I gotta be a premium member of the library to borrow it. I can't even borrow the book by itself, HUMPH. To be a premium member, you have to pay $21 membership fee a year. I know it may not seem much, but honestly, I have NEVER borrowed dvds from the library, and I totally don't see the need to (except for that dvd that comes with the guidebook). The librarian was saying that the library has other dvds that I can borrow to watch too, but aiya, I really doubt I would. I would rather spend the $21 to buy a new book; one that I can refer to anytime I want, or even make notes on it. But anw, I still found the book quite useful, so I decided to photocopy! Haha :P Yah yah I know all that about plagarism, lecturers have been drilling that into our brains since year 1. I only photocopied 1 chapter ok! (Though I'm not too sure if it is more than 10% of the book). Hoho.



I also borrowed this book by Josephine Cox, called "Songbird". I loooooove books by Josephine Cox!!!!!!! I can proudly say that I've read ALL her books that I can find at my community library; I always check out her section everytime I go to the library. I must admit, the collection of her books there is really quite limited, but I think I've already read about half of all the books she wrote. Her style of writing is not the very intellectual type(do pardon me), at least I don't expect to learn big words or big concepts from her books. However, the way she writes is very vivid and enrapturing, I often feel as if I can see the whole scene unfold in front of my eyes. Her descriptions are really wonderful, and her stories always manage to tug at the heart. Her storylines tend to be a little similar though, such that the main characters always go through many many hardships and misery before shining through. However, ALL the storylines are sooooo captivating, I simply love them! The language she uses is abit like "old english", hmmm I don't really know what's the best description, but it's just not like the modern english normally used in books. Whenever I read all that the main characters have to go through, really, anyone of us would feel lucky and fortunate for all we have in our lives. :) I always find it so hard to stop halfway, cos i so want to know what happens next! And I should say, her plots are always so well thought out, there are many surprises along the way. Not to mention that her stories are so inspiring, they teach me so much about life. Nothing fancy nothing big, just simple things about life. Her books are super good for relaxing, so if you want to read something that is simple and good, to feel as if you live together with the people in the books, do try Josephine Cox!!! :) Highly recommended!! :D



Went Kbox with yy yest, sang from 2-6, shiok ah!! Haha! Have been thinking of kboxing since a long time ago, and finally I satisfied the "craving"!! Hahaha..But! Still not enough la, hehe :P Looking forward to more kbox gatherings!!! wheee! :) Met up with suona friends after that for dinner, including chu he lao shi! Haha. We went Miao Yi, which is at Coronation Plaza. I've been there a few times before, so I knew that their food is not too bad. It's a vegeterian restaurant by the way, but the way that they cook their dishes are delicious, kind of like eating real meat actually. Yum! We went to have dessert after that, at this cafe that sells gelato ice-cream. Can't rmb the name of the shop, but their ice-cream was yummy!!!I liked the coconut flavour; the taste was so rich and creamy, and there were real bits of coconut. I chose hazelnut, which tasted like Kinder Bueno!Haha! Yummy too! :) Lao shi shared alot of his experiences and knowledge, and I was telling Karin that he seems to have this HUGE vessel of knowledge in him, which he spills a little to us everytime. It's kinda amazing really, and I feel as if I learn alot from him. Though I must admit that he kinds of goes on and on and on and on........Ha! :P But I guess it's our fortune to be able to share some of his knowledge :)



Woahh ok this is one lengthy wordy post! Hope it didn't bore you out!! One more thing to write on, dedicated to the dearest girl who's flying off to Berlin later!! (considering it's past midnight now)

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KL!!!!! This section is specially for you ok! Hehe. Hope you'll have loads and loads of fun in Germany, and all the wa ko (HAHA sorry I'm bad at names of cities :X) places that you'll be going! TAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF CARE PLS, always be careful in a foreign country! I know you are quite independent and shld be able to take care of yourself, so no worries there yeah :) Take many many beautiful pics, so you can share them with all of us!! Will see you in June, and we'll then go Poland tgt! Heehee! Must rmb to miss all of us ok! :) muchmuchloves!!! Have a smooth and safe journey, BON VOYAGE!! Haben Sie eine sichere Reise, wird Sie vermissen! :)

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Goodnight!!

dev psych exam at 5pm tmrw

start of the countdown!!!!!! omg it's finally the last paper :):):):):):):):)

FREEDOM in exactly 19 hours, WHEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~

我不是你想像那么勇敢

有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH...
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽

Chorus #
每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH...
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

Chorus *
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

Back to chorus #, *

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢...

exam woes...

Had my first paper today, it was quite bad... SIGHHH... It was quite demoralising actually, to realise that sometimes putting in your best is just not enough. :( I really did, and I really thought I can do better this time, BUT..oh well, that's life i guess. Things don't always go your way.

The guy sitting beside me left when I haven't even started on the 20 marks essay question. Like WTH?!?!?! And after that people kept leaving, and I was still struggling...

Am not trying to be emo, just tired... I will be fine, i will still do my best for the rest of my papers. :) To all those having exams, ALL THE BEST!


Rachel Liang Wen Yin - Wo Bu Shi Ni Xiang Xiang Na Me Yong Gan -

Bird in the house yo!

It's soo hot these 2 days!! I just went out of the house to run an errand just now, and I came home sweating. The moment I got into the car, my glasses fogged up due to the heat! Woahh... The weather makes me feel so sleepy, everytime I open my books my eyes feel like closing, my brain feels fuzzy... Ok, I admit, it's not all about the weather, but oh well! It does make me feel less like studying...

My house had an unexpected guest yesterday night!! Haha. We had just returned home from my grandma house, and I was opening the balcony door when I suddenly heard this fluttering sound. I, personally, is VERY scared of hearing fluttering sounds. It usually means there's either a flying cockroach, beetle or a moth. And if you look at my profile, I am afraid of most things that can fly. Anything, everything. I saw this black thing with wings fluttering, and my first thought was "oh shit is that a humongous cockroach?!?!!?!?!?!?" I ran off, then came back again to check out what the thing was. (See how courageous I am? wahaha!) The thing flew up and I could see clearly, it was a bird. A small little bird. It couldn't fly very high, so I assumed it was injured. I quickly told my parents that there's an injured bird in our balcony. They went like "huh bird??" cos it's like one in a million chance that a bird would fall in our balcony.

They went with me to see, and the poor bird kept fluttering around, like it couldn't fly high. We decided to give it fruits to eat, and some water. Me and my mum cut a peach, and placed it inside a container with some water. But when I went back out, the bird was gone already. We looked around the balcony, but there was no sight of it. We placed the container outside, as we were thinking that it might fly back again. Just then, I turned and saw the bird flying inside our living room. I gave out this shriek and told my mom "IT'S INSIDE THE HOUSE!!!" Haha! My parents were kind of thrilled, cos we seldom get such visitors! I wasn't too thrilled though, cos I do not like things that fly!! Haha, unless it's tame and behaves, not one that flies all over the place!!! It started to fly from one end of our house to the other end, perching itself on the curtain rod. Each time it flew, I would shriek and bend my body low. Haha, I did that continuosly for what felt like a million times, until I was sweating all over. HAHAHA. I couldn't understand why my parents could just watch it fly here and there like they a bird flying around our house everyday. I was so scared that it would just land on my head, or decide to peck at me. Hahaha, I'm just being paranoid I know. Anyway, my mum says it's a hummingbird(that explains all the fluttering i heard), and we are guessing that it's a baby one. It's quite tiny and small, and it's yellow in colour! Quite cute actually. I took many photos of it, but it was too small to show up nicely.

It kept flying to and fro for the whole night; was until we went to sleep did it perch itself on the living room curtain rod and stopped flying. It was sleeping i guess... We left a small nightlight for it, but when my dad looked for it in the morning it was gone already. Oh well, although it was just a short visit, was still quite exciting! :) It makes me feel a teeny weeny less scared of birds that come near to me now! haha. There's still a little mystery though, if it could fly so well to and fro around our house, why was it fluttering around in my balcony and wasn't able to fly out? And the door of our balcony was open wide throughout before we went to bed, so why didn't it fly out immediately at the first chence, but chose to stay in our house? Ahhh..I guess it's a mystery only the bird knows.. (my mum kept insisting that it likes our house though :))

Ok! shall zoom off to do my studying now...Bye people!! :)

Have nothing much to blog actually, but shall just make a short one! Today is the last day of school! And it happens to have the worst timetable of all. Had lessons consecutively from 10 to 6, shagged!! And I took cab to school again, cos I didn't want to be late for lessons. I think this is my 4th time taking cab down already?! Sigh, I just can't seem to be on time, a habit I find so hard to change!!! humph. Lazy me!! Oh well, but lucky I had my neighbourhood neighbour who took down with me twice, so we could share costs!! Hehehe :P Glad to have a neighbourhood neighbour! (who seemed to have a larger tendency to be late this sem ahh..haha! If you are reading this, what happened to the on-time you??? hahaha influenced by me issit :P)

Last day of school, but there's this feeling of dread... Exams are coming in 8 days!!! Goshh... I know I've said this alot of times, but time flies this sem!!!!!!! Seemed to have been over in the blink of an eye.. Year 3 next year, OMG. Can't believed that I've come that far. Hope I can survive well for my remaining sems in NUS :)

Been hooked onto this game on fb recently, called "Restaurant City". Muahaha. It's quite a no-brainer, but it's still fun in a way i guess.. I like to see my points and rank increase!! hehe :P We can also trade ingredients with each other, to exchange for the ones that you need to cook the dish that you want. Oh and I like to decorate my restaurant, so fun! haha :)

Ok, shall end this very random post here! haha. Listen to my blog song ok!! It's nice! :)

Sometimes, I wonder what people are thinking when there's no need to use their brains. Like for example, when you are on the train, when you are showering, when you are lying on the bed before you fall asleep... What do you think about?? For me, I realise I'm perpetually humming and thinking about songs 90% of the time. When I'm bored, or when I'm doing monotonous stuffs, songs will start running through my head. It's like an urge I can't control. Haha! Was humming halfway today in the toilet when I suddenly wondered what do other people think about. So I thought I'll blog about it! even though my blog can't reach out to everyone out there..hahaha...

I'll be going to Poland from 29th June to 9th July!!! Wheeeeee!!! :) So excited to go to an European country!! Will be going with NUSCO for a competition, then touring around for the next few days. Haha yeah I know it sounds weird going to Europe for a CO competition, but yeah we are!!! :D:D Can't wait to go!! This would be my first time going for an overseas competition, and I'm sure there'll be lotsss of effort required for our training beforehand... The feeling would be so different from usual touring i guess, with the mixture of some nervousness and anxiousness (are there such words?? :P). But I'm quite sure it'll still be a memorable experience, and hope it'll be FUN!!! :))

I shall go off to study now...ciaos!! To all who are mugging, JIA YOUUUU!!! Just do your best... I WILL!!!!! :)


带我走到遥远的以后
带走我一个人自转的寂寞
带我走
就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕带我走

14 April 2009

Today felt like a holiday! haha. Didn't touch my books at all today, cos i promised myself a break before the mugging period starts. Am officially done with all my tests and assignments, yippiee!! :) That, also concludes my year 2 semester 2. It's kind of scary how fast time flies, I can't seem to get a hold on it. I guess this sem hasn't been too busy, at least I felt ok with the workload, though I must admit that level 3000 mods are really tough. I feel the strain and the stress, much more than I felt previously. Taking 4 level 3000 mods tgt is really quite heavy and tedious! Must really muggg hard for the finals, I MUST do well this sem!!!!!!!!!!! Competition is scary.

Went to watch "Confessions of a Shopaholic" yesterday. It was quite good! Funny, yet touching towards the end. I like the main leads!! The girl is pretty, and the guy is not too bad looking, but I think I find him good looking because of the movie. Don't think I'll be attracted if I didn't watch it, hehe. Watching it made me want to shop shop SHOP!! hhahaha!


I want to blog about my idol, one that I've liked since secondary school. Ahaha pls dunnnnnn roll your eyes!! Yea I know I'm probably a little too old to go gaga over idols, but I recently came across him on tv, and I wanted to SHARE!! :)Heehee...

So, his name is 王仁甫(Zax Wang) , a part of a band called 5566! hahahahahaha... I know they are super old school already, but I still quite like them! I am sooo loyal, you see? haha! It's good you know! You see, if you are my friend, I will be very loyal to you too! :)) Anyway, he got married recently, and I came across him in this show with his wife(季芹) talking about how they got together, how they stayed tgt despite all the obstacles. Oh, for those who know who is he, they were together for about 7 years before they had their first child, so it's not really shotgun! :)
i googled for his photo...

HAHAHA!not the best looking, but he looks better on screen la...hahaha!

They have 2 children, one girl one boy. Yeah, they had children before getting married. But oh well, that is not the point. What I wanted to share about was their wedding! I read on the net that Zax Wang actually spent "slightly less than $100,000 US" on their wedding, which is totally OMG!! 完全娱乐 showed their whole wedding, including the before and after. When I first saw the actual wedding, I felt so touched. Zax Wang and Ji Qin both kept crying, and even Ji Qin's father cried. Zax Wang is always joking in front of the camera, but during his wedding could see that he took it very seriously and respectingly. It's evident to anyone watching that his tears are so real, so full of sincerity and happiness. They filmed them rehearsing, and even during then he was crying. It's kind of like a face of him that I've never seen before. All along, he was the humourous and funny guy who kept cracking jokes and making fun. To see him standing there, waiting to receive the love of his life is such a blissful sight.

click on the link to watch if you are interested, hehe!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5rEAutBePI

I want a wedding like that in future, I want a husband like that too!!! HAhaha! From the whole process of their filming, it's totally obvious how in love they are together, and how much he dotes on her. The way he looks at her is superrr sweet, something that no one can fake. Can see that he really treasures and loves Ji Qin, which is what every girl wants of their other half. Just that simple. :) And he is always so funny at the right times!! haha!

Did a video for my aunt's bday, and I took photos of some of my baby photos!! haha :P let me share 2 here...

Cuteeeeeeeee!!! no? Hahaha! :) I love the first pic... my butt looks oversized, hehe :P

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幸福的起点 by STYLE

传说在恋人们心和心之间

系着一条叫感情的线

当两个人的距离越来越远

那份纠缠却紧紧相连

我们的咖啡融化寂寞的夜

少了酒精我却有点醉

这里空荡的气味让人心碎

人群之间看不到坚决

*花开在春天幸福的起点

擦肩过的人悄悄传递着爱恋

在你离开以前请再看一眼

有没有什么值得留念

黄昏的街灯背着我的爱情

丢进回忆藏不住伤心

传说是已过期的黑白电影

不知何日再重新上演

*花开在春天幸福的起点

擦肩过的人悄悄传递着爱恋

幸福来临以前别轻易改变

会有个人陪你到终点

哦　哦　ＮＯ　ＮＯ　ＮＯ　哦　ＮＯ　　耶

也许都不需抱歉 就让它错过　

是另一个幸福的起点　

哦．．．．．．

在你离开以前　请再看一眼

有没有什么值得留念

爱过就永远不会改变

Photos and latest happenings!

Photos from Celia's bday party!! Finally, I can upload all the photos!! Am only putting up those with me hehehe... abit of narcissm here :P The rest can be seen from fb :)

Me with the bday girl!! (with a nice heart photo frame haha!) The theme of her party is quite obvious ehh? :) Her closer friends in uni, we are kinda like a clique i guess...These are some of the people that keep me going on in uni!! :))) Us again!

05A7Bees!! :) (minus yy though)With our form teacher! HAHA joking la..But he wore so formally, plus his twisted perm(ahahaha), he really looked so much older!

See! Look like teacher and student right!! :P

Me and Joy, the teacher-in-progress! Haha! Got to know her much better in J2 and when I worked with her for relief teaching! Veryyyyy motherly and nice!! :)))

The non-geographers!! Spent so much of my J2 breaks with them, can't imagine without them around in ny!! Love! :)

Five of us with different uniforms!! nyjc, vjc, njc, tjc and cedar!

Gwee Peng!! Haha..My first-3months classmate cum uni buddy cum neighbourhood neighbour!!


KL and me! Me and kj doing some weird pose, haha! The number of weirdddd ideas she has is really...alot! HAHA

Part of the A7Bees. It think this was the first photo I took, and you'll be able to see from my hair. Was rather neat and tidy at first, then got so messy after that. ahaha.

And so, that shall conclude my post for Celia's party! Had fun catching up and chatting with friends! :) Hmmm so whose is next??

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Shall go on to talk about CO! Had our AGM on Saturday, there's now a new EXCO! Though I must say, the whole meeting took a looooooooong time!!!!!!!!!!! We started at 3 plus, and ended around 8 plus. OH OH OH!!!!! I saw my EC!!!!!! Was quite shocked to see him there, and superrr excited when I realised he had to present on admin stuffs for the previous concert. First time hearing him speak so much!!!! OMG!!! And I totally sound like a crazy teen-girlish fan here, pls excuse me! Can't control my excitement wahahaha. Kept twittering to KL about him, can see she got a little annoyed after some time. Haha! Eh, I havent seen him for so long already! Pardon me ok! :) Hearing him was a little......oh well! I prefer him playing his instrument haha :) But it should be the last time that I'm seeing him, since I'll be leaving co already...awww...

Congrats to the new EXCO!!! I think the next batch are really quite lucky to be under QL and J, they are so nice and funny ppl! It should be fun with them heading the whole orchestra :) Ok, to speak a fair word, the 35th EXCO also did quite well. I guess most of their efforts were backstage, not shown to the orchestra. Well, I understand that it's not easy to run such a big group of ppl, and I believe they have done their best. Their work is still appreciated by the members, will not be forgotten.

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Went to 扫墓 (pay my ancestral respects) today together with my family. About 20 of us, we rented a minibus which fetched us to and fro. Our family started this "tradition" about 3 years ago, and I think it's a great practice. In the past years, we always had to car pool, having like 4 or 5 cars going at the same time. We always had parking problems, and it was hard for our cars to go into the small roads too. Now the minibus just drops us at the nearest possible distance, and just walk in without having to worry about parking. We went to my great-grandmother's tomb first, reached there about 8. I still remember when I was young, it was like a maze trying to get to her tomb. The grass was high, there were many holes and sticks on the ground which made it very hard for us to walk. It's now much easier to get in, as we found a shorter route, and the grass is now always cut nicely. However, I do miss a little of the times when we had to watch out for one another as we trudged through the "jungle maze", holding onto each other's hands to help. We used to have to avoid stepping on other tombs, which is a form of disrespect. It's so much easier now, but yet seemed to have lost the "feel" from the past.

Paid our respects, and we moved on to Guang Ming Shan. My grandfather, big uncle and cousin's grandfather's ashes are kept there. There were manyyy people praying too, and the whole place was super smoky. Alot of our eyes kept tearing, and it was hard to keep them open. We had to place our offerings and joss sticks outside, then go into a place where all the ashes are kept. This sense of sadness and sorrow just gets to me whenever I go there. Sighh. Always feel like tearing when I see my grandfather and big uncle's photos. Although it has been years since they left us, they will always be a part of our family, and we'll always remember them in our hearts. :) I think, when you experience the feeling of losing someone, you tend to treasure happiness and what you have more. BUT! Please don't wait till then, for it would be too late. Treasure all you have NOW, whether good or bad. It's all part of life, to make us into better people, make us into who we are and who we will be.

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Went to IKEA after that, finally got the table and chair I needed for my room! yay. Will be delivered to my house on tuesday, can't wait! :)

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Goodnight my readers! :)