Feeling a little emo tonight, cos holidays are overrrrrrrr! :( Work has already piled up, luckily managed to clear some today. This has been a relatively good break, relaxing and just finding some inner peace. HAHA ok la not so kuazhang, basically summarised into one word: SLACK (which i happen to be oh so good at).

Am looking forward to seeing my kids, not so looking forward to the upcoming changes. Haha ok i know i keep complaining about the changes, cos i really dont like!! But I guess I'm already lucky enough to be able to stay with my kids, so..suan le!

Today, one of my relatives just asked me to check out the newspapers today, cos there's this advertisement by SDN. She asked me to take a look at the activities they have, see if i want to join. HAHA, hint noted. :) Honestly, I find it sooooooo awkward to attend functions that you know the purpose is for matchmaking. I dont know, but it feels so despo to me, like i mei ren yao. BOOHOO :'( That's why I'm turning down kind offers from friends to intro "new friends". Hahaha maybe I'm just v baoshou and too shyyyyyyy, but aiyo, damn awkward la. I believe in "fate" in these things, what is mine will be mine. Although I'm really doubting whether I have fate on my side, hahaha. And it's also so hard when I don't even know how I really feel. WEIRD I KNOW. Sometimes I really wonder if I should take a step back, or just heck care and go forward. I'm worried that I won't ever like anyone else again, hahaa. OH NO. shall get mr one and only to marry me then. LOL. Hahah it's ok if you don't get what I'm saying, it's just some midnight ramblings. Guess it's time for me to go to bed, recharge for tmr!! :)

Goodnight, ming tian hui geng hao~~

Haven't been here for agessssssss! Since i'm on holidays now, finally have the time and "feel" to blog. :) Although, holidays are ending in 3 days time. Hahaha. Guess life has been just about the same; same-old same-old! Just came here to clear the cobwebs i guess, heh. The main highlights of my holiday this time was just the 2 nights stay at Hotel Michael! Stayed the first night with jc friends, was nice to catch up with them! I always feel very comfortable amongst this group of friends; it feels like we know each other since forever. <3 It was a nice feeling to wake up with these good friends around me, i think we should plan an overseas trip tgt!!! I know we've been saying this for so long, but hope that our plans would come through someday!! :))

Stayed the second night at the hotel with my parents, and it was just chill and relax. Went to Singapore Seafood Republic for dinner, my treat for Fathers' Day. The restaurant is a collaboration between Tung Lok, Jumbo, Palm beach and The Seafood International Market & Restaurant, which sure sounds good right!! But honestly, the food was a tad disappointing. Not that they were not nice, but I guess maybe we had too high expectations. Overall still quite alright la! The next day we impromptu-ly went to Sentosa and sat on the Skyride. Lol my dad was gripping the handlebars super tightly, and I was so afraid that my shoes would fall off. I can take thrilling roller coaster rides, but my 'tolerance level' for such slowwwww and HIGH rides are really much lower. When I saw how even little kids were taking the ride so easily, while the sweat was bursting out of my soles, felt so sheepish. Hahaha. Give me a roller coaster ride anytime instead pls!

Oh and I got my driving license exactly a month back, happyyyyy! :) Happy monthsary to my driving license LOL. So proud of myself to pass on the 1st attempt! I'm really fortunate to have 2 good instructors, they really helped to instill so much confidence in me. Don't really dare to think about the total amount spent, but I guess it was all worth it! Am getting the hang of driving, though my parking still sucks. Haha well i guess practice makes perfect!

Coming here to blog reminds me of all the lessons that I still have to prepare for next term, not done yet omgggg. :( Been slacking around these hols, basically just enjoying the break. It's time to get cracking again! Looking forward to seeing my kids again :D :D I'm glad to be in a job where I look forward to going everyday, that at least I don't dread the hours. Time always seems to fly past when I'm in class, though of course there have been days that seemed so looooooong. But there are going to be changes in the new term, that I'm honestly not looking forward to. :(:( One of the teachers in my class is going to transfer to another class, so we're not going to work with him anymore. SIGHS! Hate the instability of things, especially just when we all got comfortable and the rapport is there. Just hope that there will be no more changes PLEASE.

Going out soon for an impromptu k session, hahaha i love occasional impromptu events. :D It's nice to come here to blabber, will be back! :)