Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Am in the blogging mood again! Shall not talk about my driving, since a friend commented that I keep talking about my driving. HAHAHA. Let me share abit of my enthusiasm and zeal ma, hehehe :P

It's going to be the end of 2010! SO FAST OMG! I think the days are just zooming by so fast, so hard to catch them! My youth is slipping away!! OH NOOO! HAHAHA ok so bimbotic. LOL. But honestly, I should really catch onto my youth, and do all that I want to. Although some things are really not within my means la. humph. 2010 has been rather happening for me i guess, and it's like one of the milestones in my life. More significant than turning 21! Hahah. Maybe i should "copy" yy and do a summary of my 2010 in the next blog post. HEHEHE. :)

aiyaaa the "feel like typing" mood just dispersed. HAHA. And it's time to sleep! gotta go back to SGI tmr morning to set up classroom. MAY I WAKE UP ON TIME. HOHO.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Went for driving lesson just now, have started going on the roads since the previous lesson. The feeling is SHIOKNESS! hahaha! Have always been in the passenger seat, first time looking at the roads from the driver's view! Ok la it looks exactly the same, but the feeling is oh-so-different!! :) Cant't wait to get my license, though the lessons are making me so poor!! :(

Been staying at homequite abit these days revamping my room!! Hahah finally cleared out loads of rubbish and stuffs that i've been storing away for yearsssss! I'm the kind that likes to hold onto old things, so I still have ALOT of my old notes/files/books/blahblah. After realising how nice it is to have a non-cluttered room, I decided to 狠下心 and threw away many old stuffs. Can't believe I still kept my sec school Chemistry notes; useless stuff! Hahah not like I'm going to bother about the various acids/alkalines/blahblah anymore.. Felt a little sad clearing out my JC notes though; it brought back so many memories! Memories of sitting in the air-conditioned class listening to the teachers, of eating fishball noodle during break( especially jap don on fridays), of studying till late at night in school near a' levels, of practicing in the small little co room...so many! :)))) Honestly, looking at all that i've studied for a levels, how much effort i put in, how i studied during uni was really bleahhhhh.. I guess I really need teachers to be there to prod me to study, for the school to drop reminders and stress on us every few days. Haha, OTOT just doesn't seem to work for me. SIGH.

And JC was also the period when I got to know some of the awesome friends I have in my life now <3 I guess the bonds forged when we were all working together towards the same goal just stays, no matter what. I guess things happen for a reason, somehow we will meet up and click with people destined to stay in our lives! :))

Hooked onto a song recently, it's not really new, but not too old too! hahaha. it's 寂寞寂寞就好 by S.H.E's Hebe. NICEEEEE! :))

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉

我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

time for bed!! nitessssssssss!


Thursday, December 9, 2010

I FINALLY went for my first driving lesson today! FINALLY!! :)) Went at the wrong timing though; thought my lesson was at 1245 when it was actually 1850. ARGH. To think I even took a cab there, bleah! Wasted my time going back home then coming out again in the evening. Haha but luckily first lesson went well! :) Instructor was nice and funny, very friendly too! The first time letting go of the brake and feeling the car move was so "whoaaaaaaaaa". Almost freaked out when I had to make a left turn, it's not that easy afterall! hahah! Lucky the instructor had those safety pedals thingy on his side, so he could help me to brake. Drove around the circuit for a few rounds, was quite a shiok feeling actually. HEEHEE. I'm so looking forward to driveeeeeeeee! :D

Have been blogging lesser nowadays, cos of TUMBLR! hehe! Set up a recent tumblr account, and I must say that it is rather addictive! Everytime I feel like I have something on my mind, yet lazy to type out, I'll just go to tumblr to find some nice pictures or phrases. It's a cool feeling to see a phrase and in my mind i'll go "yes yes! that's exactly what i think too!" And all I have to do is reblog. I feel like it gives me a certain privacy space, somehow I can say what's on my mind without yet being too revealing. And so often, a picture speaks a thousand words! :) It's nice to be anonymous there, when I don't have to be me. Hahah am I making sense? :P

It's the holiday season now!! ALOOOOOT of people around me are going overseas, and like almost half of my extended family went overseas and came back. I WANT TOOOOO! Don't think I will be packing any luggage this time though, but I'll be looking forward to planning a trip away from Singapore! I so wanna go somewhere cold!

In holiday mood now, nothing much to update! ciaooo!