Friday, January 29, 2010

It's friday agn!!! yayy! :) Haha wanted to blog, but it's getting late and i'm tired to think.. just want to share a song that I was listening to on my ipod on the way to sch!! It's not a new song, but somehow the lyrics caught my ears, and I realise they are written quite well! The melody is niceeeeee too!!

全世界都停電 by Tank

連你都會殘忍隔絕 我的心能要誰了解

眼中燭光搖晃著熄滅

為何把我推向邊緣 被砸壞了的一切

卡住了我讓我無法往前

囚禁在距離笑聲最遠的房間

單獨隔離 寂寞地盤旋


全世界都停了電 全世界都封了街

我所有窗子外面 被貼上黑夜

我吶喊思念 卻沒人聽見

絕望到極點剩的是疲倦


全世界都停了電 全世界白雪滿天

才發覺在我心間 有回憶碎片

一作夢翻身 就刺痛流血

我卷著身體縮成一個圈 像一個句點


Listen ok! :)

Friday, January 22, 2010

It's my free day today, yayyy! :) I love the feeling of not having to go to school!! Somehow, this semester feels like a hectic and stressed one, hope that I will survive through it well!!!!

Went to Sentosa last Sunday with my family to check out the new hotels, they look good!! They were not done up well yet, so it's not really fair to judge, but i must say that they look potentially great!! Too bad we could only stand outside the casino, not allowed to go in. Oh but there's this room called "ATM hall" just outside the casino, which as you can guess, has all the different atms of banks in Singapore!!! HAHAHA imagine the amount of cash that would be transferred from here over to the casino, whoooooo... If only I could have 1% of the money, JUST 1% will do!!!! HAHAHA! After checking out the hotels, went to try the 4D magix game which we didn't manage to play the last time. Hahaha I think my uncle was really excited to try this :P It was FUN anw!!!!! Although a little scary, cos you never know wad to expect!! I screamed quite a few times, especially when the crabs came out, and when the bees came flying towards me!!!!!!!!!ahhhh!!!!!! hahah you gotta experience it to get what I'm saying, but I must say it's FUN!! :) It's a little ex though, $18 per person, for about 15 mins i think... There were 9 of us, so hmm you can imagine how much it cost...

Was actually very tired that day, as I had to wake up early in the morning to teach tuition at 8!!!! 8!!!!!!!So freaking early, but no choice as my tuition kid's family had to take some family photo thingy. Lucky my parents drove me there, or else I would have to wake up even earlier, confirm late!! :P When i reached my student's house, she was still brushing her teeth, and she looked totally like she just woke up, HAHAHAHA! Very cute and funny, cos she was like rushing around looking very blur!! I very nearly fell asleep at some points during the tuition, but i think i managed to stay awake; pure determination.

Iffffffff something didn't happen the previous night, I could have slept earlier, and I would probably have felt more awake!! HAHAHA! It was such an impromptu and sudden thing, I'm still a little amazed at what happened. (okok not as high as that night already!!!) For those of you who knows, you know. For those who doesn't know, you will know when the time is right!! hahaha! Don't worry, it nothing bad, and it's not about me!! :) Don't ask ok! will tell when it is ok to do so :) Honestly I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep that night, but I managed to in the end, too tired!! haa! I have no idea why was I so excited, super high lor! Aiya, just hope that I did do the right thing at that moment..

Tutorials are going to start next week!! Horrors of horrors, I'm going to have an 8am tutorial every tuesday!!! Really hope that I can be there on time, the teachers are really strict about punctuality :S It already seemed to be the best choice, compared to the other tutorial slots that were available to me. Will then have a break from 9-12, aloneeeeeeee!! :( Thanks to dear kj who offered to accompany me!! (HAHaha i know you will see this) If you can't it's really ok la, I can understand!! You can just meet me when you want to :) I really really appreciate it alooooooot!! thx my dear!! :)

Just feel a little overwhelmed, as my tuesdays will be reallyyyyyy long and packed!! EVERY WEEK! At least until the end of CO pracs. 8am tutorial, 12pm music tutorial, 3pm music lecture, and co prac at night all the way till 10. ARGHHH. my tuesdays are gonna be packed with music!! haha!!

Ooooook, moi shall make use of my free time now and go start studying! byeeeeeeeee people!!

Friday, January 15, 2010

aiya, have given up on my previous blogskin! I loved it, but somehow it never seems to appear nicely on the webpage. arghh :( Nvm, a new year, a new feel, a new beginning!! haha :)

Yesterday night seemed to be an emo momo night!!! Sighhs. Why does everything suddenly seem to be coming together now? And it seems that so many of my frens are a little down these days. I feel for them, but yet I can't seem to do anything to help them. I hope, just being there to lend a listening ear, a shoulder would at least make them feel better. And stupid me gets affected too; felt super emo yesterday. Plus some of the irritating things that are irritating me, ARGH! Somehow when I see my girlfriends being so hurt by guys (whether they meant it or not), it makes me feel scared. 可惜爱不是童话故事, uh? I sense the hurt from them, and I don't want to fall into the same situation as them... Of course, they might be nearer to happiness than me yeah!! :) HA oh well i think I'm not making sense anymore. wadevaaaaaaaaa.

Hope everything will start to move up from the lowest point yesterday!! :)) I'm just thankful that I know that there will always be people there willing to listen to me, just like how I would be willing to be there for my friends. :) Take care all my dearies out there, things gonna work out fine okay!! LOVE! <3

Saturday, January 9, 2010

I'm finally FINALLY going to update!! hahaha :P Actually I've been wanting to, but just been lazy and procrastinating hahaha! I started another entry like weeks ago, but haven't gotten down to completing it..will post it up when it's done ahhaa, i predict it'll be damnnn long!

Anw, so this will be my first post for 2010!!! :) Being the cliche me, i shall still wish everyone reading a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! muahaha! All the best to everyone, may it be a blasting, fantabulous, marvellous, wonderful, fun-filled and happy year for you!!!! :) AND ME!!!! :)) HAHAHA :D

So fast, the holidays are going to end! boohoo :( And I'll be onto my GRADUATING sem. Would you believe it??? I can't!!!!! GRADUATING SEM!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG!! :(( The future feels so uncertain that I don't even want to think about it. Am just going to take one step at a time, at a pace that I will be comfortable with. I panic each time someone asks me what I'm planning to do after graduating, and believe me, i get ALOT of that. The panic level increases a little bit each time, it gets higher and higher and HIGHERRRRR. I really gotta spend this sem thinking hard abt the future, and start doing something. may good luck shine on me!!!!!! :)

This hols was great!! Enriching and fulfilling I would say :) The things done, the friendships forged, the experiences, whoo! :) I'm loving it! Need to rest soon to wake up early for tuition tmr, so shall not talk too much now. Next post!! hahaha :P

Yayyy I'm no longer wasting cy's 5 secs and kl's 6 secs!!!HAHAHAH!! and you guys won't be disappointed anymore!! :D