Feeling a little emo tonight, cos holidays are overrrrrrrr! :( Work has already piled up, luckily managed to clear some today. This has been a relatively good break, relaxing and just finding some inner peace. HAHA ok la not so kuazhang, basically summarised into one word: SLACK (which i happen to be oh so good at).

Am looking forward to seeing my kids, not so looking forward to the upcoming changes. Haha ok i know i keep complaining about the changes, cos i really dont like!! But I guess I'm already lucky enough to be able to stay with my kids, so..suan le!

Today, one of my relatives just asked me to check out the newspapers today, cos there's this advertisement by SDN. She asked me to take a look at the activities they have, see if i want to join. HAHA, hint noted. :) Honestly, I find it sooooooo awkward to attend functions that you know the purpose is for matchmaking. I dont know, but it feels so despo to me, like i mei ren yao. BOOHOO :'( That's why I'm turning down kind offers from friends to intro "new friends". Hahaha maybe I'm just v baoshou and too shyyyyyyy, but aiyo, damn awkward la. I believe in "fate" in these things, what is mine will be mine. Although I'm really doubting whether I have fate on my side, hahaha. And it's also so hard when I don't even know how I really feel. WEIRD I KNOW. Sometimes I really wonder if I should take a step back, or just heck care and go forward. I'm worried that I won't ever like anyone else again, hahaa. OH NO. shall get mr one and only to marry me then. LOL. Hahah it's ok if you don't get what I'm saying, it's just some midnight ramblings. Guess it's time for me to go to bed, recharge for tmr!! :)

Goodnight, ming tian hui geng hao~~