Monday, August 17, 2009

Argh I can't upload photos!! And I think there's something wrong with blogger, the whole layout is weird :( Will post the photos when it's fine again then...

Should be, will be going for CO tmr. It's really idiotic and irritating how I can't make up my mind whether to quit or not. I feel kinda wimpy, how I can't even muster up the courage to say "no". Sometimes I will think through things and decide to quit, yet when I think about not playing my dizis anymore, not performing with CO anymore, not seeing the friends that I made in CO anymore,my resolve just seems to dissolve. Sigh. I never seem to have the strong character in me to refuse, since young. I have a strong feeling that I will just continue to stay on, just like how it was in year 1 and year 2. Haha. It all boils down to the choice between time and friendship(and fun); both being so important to me!! I dunno, I REALLY DUNNO!!! :( And I feel really really apologetic to all my CO friends who have been encouraging me to stay, yet I am still so undecided. Sometimes sitting on the fence is not easy, when you realise that the fence is really pricky. HAHA. tsk.

First week of school flew by really quickly, since tutorials have not started. How I wish school can be always so easy and carefree, how i wish.

Oh well I gotta go now...update again soon!!:)

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